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2009-02-20T08:42:00.000-08:00

I 'm going to take EST!!??A yeah?or a boo?

Well..both!Yup..things which include bio,chemy and physic=)

And,while thinking about it ,i realize thet i've finish 5 bottles of vitagen=good bacteris!!at one go!OHno!!sure kena scold wen SOMEONE finds out...Uhm..it was nice though..i lurved vitagen..yummy.

2009-02-20T08:25:00.000-08:00

SHE,a super best friend of mine when i was primary one..we did everything together,SHE would come to my house which was far from her house just to pass an exercise bbok to me.It was a past tence now.During a test in pri 2,it was then everything stop.We were having exams,she turned to me for an answers during our maths test.AND..guess what?.. teacher saw it.We were told that both of us will be deducted some marks in our test ,She was so angry that she called her mum and said I was the one who was asking her the question.iT all ENDED UP IN THE HEADMASTER'S room..

since thet day,FRIENDS-were just a past tense to us.SHE stop talking to me.

Trust has robe me....

9 years later, the first week of feb,I went for tuition at omega,suprisingly,she was juz sitting beside me.After the class ,Iwent to speak to her asking''Do you remember me?''...''Yes.''was the only answers she gave,and as i wanted to speak out the next sentences,her shadow was not in sight,she was gone.

SHE never speak to me again,till this very moment,as i write.

Sometimes i wonder,will we be friends again?

write FOR THE right

2008-12-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

I was just talking to ku zhang that day.Well,he showed me the cover of our cd album.It was superb.!!!!YOOHOOOO....And he asked ''Why don't you write songs?''That question has been playin in my mind tiil now,yes i really mean now.Hmmmm...i think it through the past few days and yes iVE DECIDED to really desire to write songs ,SONGS THAT TOUCH LIVES..for his people.for his nation.and only for him.Thank you ku zhang for that QUESTION.

prayer DOES IT ALL

2008-12-12T05:00:00.000-08:00

''For everytime i pray,I move the hands of God.My prayer does the things my hands cannot do.''

It was a thursday nyte.As usual,de Church prayer meeting,well,this time round was kinda differ.First:It was my first time joinin de meeting,i think.Second:There were barely any teenz.Whoa to me.Bt thank God for some angels(i mean ppl),a few came.heheehe..We prayed and sang songs,worship leader=Aaron,Co=Joseph.I was praising,out of somewhere,i saw a image.I saw beautiful dancers dancing.And as i look,as each dancers moves and each action was made.Ppl were touch by God,and life's were transform.Amazing huh?And God said as we do something,even a tiny little thing we are doing,it's for God's kingdom.With that i'm glad to be a christian,not only a christian but a true christian,a disiple of God,a worshipper forever.Amen1

2008-12-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

it has been two weeks since my mission to WNK.and,yup!it was cancelled..ppl kept asking..''are you sad,how do you feel''..Thanks guys,i'm fine.I think.

2008-10-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

I lurved this pic!!!

It sort of reminds me to do things before it's too L.A.T.E.

Yeap,I know what i;m doing is good and the best for myself.

I'm not going to wait till time runs out.

The next major thing in my life is G.A.P!

tHINGS TO DO,now or never =)This goes for you too..

rof doG knaht ot SGNIHT tsetaL.

2008-10-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

Latest THINGS to thank God for:

........De dance that we practice not more than 5 times for Christ and Jacq's wedding,and evertime,there'll be at least one person who is absent =).That ended with a superb success.

...................Jojo's daddy camera that is found safe and sound.

............................De chance to G.A.P.yeeepeeee!!

................................................De hands that are typing now,the eyes to see what am i typing,and the musle ard my mouth to smile and say THANK GOD.

Just a SMALL peep,can?

2008-10-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

Helloo there,i'm finally bk ,after those stormy and busy days.hiehie =)well..of course there r calm days..exams ard da corner,need to study hard.Now..i'm suuuuuppppppppper tired,need to rest+rest+rest.Gee,Pss://:,whoever is Kenneth,thanks.I'm really glad to hear dat.sure!,I'll definitely write more after my final test.Till den..

A secret ,told.

2008-09-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

Last Sat sermon was fantastico..You see, God created eyes to be open or close,it could be control by us,as wel as our mouth too.. controlable..but not the ears of ours,it is always open.This shows that God wants us to have a listening ear all the time.Agree?In the bible,it's written ''Fast to listen,slow to speak ,slow to anger.''Whereby in Revelation chapter 2-3.it was recorded 8 times''Those who have ears listen!''Why does God dont ask us to look or talk but listen.Curious?Erm..Arha!!He wants us to learn to listen.See!Blessed are those who listen..So,*Stop and listen*A secert may be revealed to you,.

2008-09-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

i just feel so loved by people ard me..

families,freinds,teachers,relatives.everybody!!

thank you guys:)shen ai ni ,wo ye ai ne,shang di zhu fu ni.yea!

2008-09-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

''.....Love is the greatest thing of all''So let us love one another +LOVE your enemies.

S.M.I.L.E..I'll say

2008-09-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

I was speaking to a friend,asking for opinion on my new poem.And he said ''Can't you look at life from another view?''

Yes!I want to smile to the last mile to uphold ppl:)

Say cHEEz!!

2008-09-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Are you blinded by things ard you?

Think abt it.

2008-09-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

sleep

slept

sleeping

I'm finally back..phew..!!

Long story...

Glad that i am back ..Hooray!

Life's soooooooooo busy,homeworks,projects,churchstuff..Arhhhhh!

I need rest.I mean more rest..

tHANK YOU lORd,for the rest and all the rest.

HIde

2008-08-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

someTIMES in life,i get so tired with things and fed up with those hypocrates around me.

.I want to JUST HIDE under YOUR wings foreveR.

2008-07-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

L.O.V.E =T.I.M.E

2008-07-23T06:09:00.000-07:00

Life Is so Beautiful...

''The Lord Is good,a refuge in tImes of trouble.He cares for those who trust In him.''Nahum 1 : 7

When I put my trust In God,and take a step back ,I'll see the whole picture,-Life Is so BeautifuL.When life is full of ups and downs ,good and bad, it will makes us go bad,you don't know neither do I.Just trust in God,and LIFE WILL BE BEAUTIFULL.

Father'S LOVE ,again.Iwas REMINDED

2008-07-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

One a.m in the morning,God took her home,to paradise,a place beyond our imagination''I will join you there.''-This what I said lookoing at her,as her human flesh lay in the blue box.

She is de 2nd person in my life that i mourned and cried for that had join my father in heaven.Remember we went on a mission together,it was our first time,she was like my mummy throughout the whole trip.I like her.=)

The whole funeral had come to an end.Everyone was getting some food to eat as they sit together and chat.I went back to the hall , alone.I took a sit next to the door at the end of the row on the right.I prayed and start thanking God for everything as well as reflect Her life.

Out of nowhere,a liitle girl,a girl that's a stranger to me ,came over ,she starts asking me to leave the place.And,this was how it began.

Little girl:''Could you go home ,if not sit over to the next chair coz i want to close up the chair that you are sitting.''
Me :''Oo..but this isn;t your home,and you have no rights,so i would like to sit here as along as i want to.''
Little girl:''Okay,I will count to 10 and you must leave her at once.''
Me :''Erm..can I have at least 5 minutes?Then,i'll leave''
Little girl:''What?I'll count to 5 and you must go!''
Ilook at her and say -plssssssssss.....She went away and came back,saying to me,
Little girl:''Kay,kay..i count to hundred and you better go.''
Me :''Sure!''

She went around the chairs at the other end,counted from 100 to 95 and run back to me,insisting me to leave at once.

At that moment,gurl B came,she starts talking to me at how she use to call me names wit her bro,and starts laughing.I ask her how are you and she said fine,''I could even laugh!''(The sentense from a mouth of a girl that had just lost her mom).I felt bad for her,to put on the mask at a very young age.Well,both of them start saying bad abt me,HOW FAT AM I,i didn't answer just listen,and start to cry,gurl B saw and stopped little gurl from making fun of me.I stretched my hand and say''It's okay'',I was shocked at my own reaction.Normally i would get angry and leave,but i didn't,I look at little gurl and continue to accept her.Listening to her,trying to win that frienship with her.

That instant,God spoke to me,He said '' I am you(refering to me at that moment)and the two little girls represents my children on earth,Ilove all of you for who you are.Iwant your time.Iwant to bless you.I want to embrace you.I want you to be joyfull and fill the peaceIN YOU as you come into my presence,Iwant to talk to you,I want your heart,even if it's broken,I want you to be happy.''He doesn't care if we mock at him or sin agaisnt him,as long as we REPENT.

Yes!! That is the father's heart.I tried talking with the girl,wants to play with her and just hold her hand and say ''You're so adorable''But she just couldn't stop running up and down and moving further away from me.And that is the heart of my father-JESUS too..waiting for us.Indeed,God reminded me again abt his unfailing love and the heart of his -that we are his ROYAL PRINCE and PRINCESSes.-that we BELONG to him.

After saying goodbye to the family's of HER's,I tried to approach little girl again,and failed as she ran off..People out there,just remember this-''God loves YOU'',Don't be like that girl runs away from me,God's waititng for you,BUT know the times running out,.

wizard and lizard!

2008-07-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

Eyukkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!eyuk!eyuk!!!!

I hate lizards.I am afraid of lizards.nop..not wizrds,not afraid of any.

WHen i was younger,i attend stepping stones,this weird teacher caught a lizard,and by using a cellophane tape,she made the lizrd,stuck between the cellophane tape,LAYING THERE flat,it has a GREEN stomach!CAN'T STAND IT!

One of the thursday in the year of 2004,while bathing, somehow i felt something on my back,had the itchy feeling.Never think twice i used my lovely hands to catch hold of it,wanted to just get it of my back.Arhh...!!It was a lizard.eueueueue..I scream my way out of the bathroom.

When i was a little bit older,a lizard drop on my neck,..mummy!!!!!

A 9999999999 seconds later,I saw a pinkish skin,almost bursing lizard IN MY ROOM!!daddy...!!

AND,just a few days ago,mummy and I went to \GIANT to get some groceries,upon reaching,there ,was i lizard(just lik de pic above)at my window..AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. i scream,mummy who was driving was shocked too by the scream,she opened the window,thought that the lizard was inside and wanted to throw it out in a way or another.OhGosh...i closed the window back afraid that de horrible ,flexible,gluei feeling body of the lizard would jump in,on me.Iwas between life and death.Could you imagine?

AND AND,as I WAS blogging this,there was a lizard watching me...

HOW COULD I NOT BE AFRAID OF LIZARD?

weIrDO'SqUoTeS.LUV IT.

2008-07-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAYwasamiracle,TOMORROWisamystery.TODAYisagift,that'swhyit'scalledPRESENT.

I just soooooooooooooooooooo* love this saying..... =)

2008-07-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

''It was like a glass fell onto the solid ground,broken.''
Today was a busy day,school..meetings..tution,and finaly reach home.Hoping to hv a nice rest for school tomorow..As I open the front door,my younger siz says''She's very sick,gona die in a few days''..I took a step back,tears rolled down in my heart.

Was once my teacher,are still mum's bez buds,a sister in christ.aREFINED lady who earns a sum of money,stays in a cosy house with a wonderful family.It didn't even cross my mind that some thing lik that would happen to her.
When i was younger,i couldn feel what's death was lik,losing someone close to your heart.To me,It was just another person going to heaven.Till last year ,a close friend of mine lost her dad,and it was then,I felt IT..

What is it like when you know someone is leaving soon.sooner than what you thought?I really don't know what to do.My mind just went blank when this comes to me. What can I do?.. PRAY is the only word i can think of.calling JESUS..

''CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD AND BE SAVED''
Please wake up from your sweet dreams PEOPLE and start praying,pray,pray,pray for everything.....everything...DON'T SLLEEP ANYMORE..!!For the time is near.Don't slack,devil is faster than what you think..

Our life is in God's hands..
Treasure every moment you have.Save soul's before it's too late.'

'JESUS''

WHY should we study?

2008-07-08T08:13:00.001-07:00

WHY should we study?Is this what u've been asking too?

Hhmmm... In the afternnon,I had a chance to let Mr.X send me home.At first we had nothing much to talk,the car has only me and him,and both of us were quiet ,well he did ask me some question-short ones.And out of nowhere a conversation start,and the next moment I knew, I was complaining how difficult it is to study science subject especially Physic..EyukKk!!And then I ask:''Why should we study Physic,is it really useful?"...(coz i reali dislik calculatin,i prefer bio*)

He look at me,and this is what he said.
"Iwas talkin to PS.Mg that day and he was explainin that by how we learn and study,especially Physic AND Chemy,we use our brains(the parts that normally doesn't function much),We will start to think logically as we learn this subjects"This will help us in lifes as we solve problems..to think LOGICALLY..it will enable us to REASON out things faster ,better and mone efficiently.As we take things and actions or even in solving stuff,we'll do it step by step,coz as we complete questions in Physic and Chemy too,we need to think and reason out,accordingly+step by step"

WOSHHhhhh,... I love the answers that he gave.As i ponder,by thinking and reasonin we don let emotions be our master..Iwanted to ask more question ,however -I'm HOME! Awwwww...After saying a Big thank you,i get of the car and wave good bye..

Sometimes i get too frustrated and tired with studies,my question will be---"WHY CANT WE BE FARMERS?''Hee.. =)This has become my next question..

2008-07-06T07:05:00.000-07:00

When it's monday,it's papaya face..

When it's friday,its' tomato face..

well..Guys and Gurls.....TOMORROW is Monday,again!!Aaaawwwwww...

I used to hate going to school,listening to teachers exercising their mouths,to headmaster training his hand muscle..it is so bbbbboooooorrrrriiiiiinnnngggg...(i wonder how i went through this 4 years??)

BUT,it's different now,i take it as a chance in reaching ONE more for Jesus..Thank God.Challenge oneself to care for others and love the unlovables in school is a mission for me.God has been wonderful in how he open ways for me to speak and share to my friends abt de ''good news''.And i think,that's your mission too..!!

CHALLENGE YOURSELF TODAY..

it'SAllAboUtMe..

2008-07-06T06:18:00.000-07:00

IT's all about ''me''..MANNERS EMPHASIS.

It has been months since i was in-charge of ME.Till today i'm not sure how it started.May be juz some miss-communication and then ..Boo!!I am sitting in a meeting..ARRHHHH!!oo..planning,sketching..talking..discussing..and not long after that,starts calling for meetings,smsing for peeps to be puntual AND the one my team hates.. I,nagging at them for things to be done,complete in time..!!

THANKS to them+JESUS..things are running smoothly,although it haven officialy start yet,i could feel the tense...ooHhNoOoOO...PRAYing hard for God's mercy and grace,to guide me through EVERYTHING..(pSS..PLS PRAY FOR ME before you eat kay?thanks..)

KORP KKON KAH,yesus.... =)

till den*cheers.dotME